Families

Remembering Justin Miller: Thoughts From Kelly on Her Brother’s Birthday

by Kelly Miller
April 28, 2015

It would have been Justin Miller’s 12th birthday today, if childhood cancer hadn’t taken his life in January 2014. His sister Kelly reflected on the time she was with him, and without him, and shares the wisdom she wants to pass on to others going through tough times.

Kelly and Justin embrace.

Kelly and her brother Justin. Justin fought neuroblastoma for seven and a half years.

The past 16 months have been rough. Actually, that is an understatement.

Some days are better than others, and for a while, my days weren’t complete. I didn’t want to cry — I was afraid that if I started I wouldn’t stop. I kept everything in and that wasn’t the best for anyone.

I wanted to stay strong for everyone, because Justin was our rock. He was the one who kept everyone together, so I felt it was my job to prove to everyone that I was strong.

I have learned that you do not need to be strong. My brother died — it is OK to be sad.

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Head-Shaving

‘Until We Find a Cure’: Childhood Cancer Survivor Rallies the Crowd in Denver [VIDEO]

by Preston Kilzer
March 17, 2015

Before Preston Kilzer shaved his head for the seventh time last Friday, he gave this speech to a crowded room at the Fado Irish Pub head-shaving event in Denver.

Photos of Preston Kilzer during and after treatment for childhood cancer
I’m Preston and I’m 12 years old. I am a cancer survivor. When I started kindergarten at the age of 6, I was bald and just finished battling a very tough war.

This is my story.

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Kathleen’s Desk

Why Did This Child Live? [VIDEO]

by Kathleen Ruddy, CEO, St. Baldrick's Foundation
January 30, 2014

As I stood, frozen in place before my closet, I again asked myself, “What does one wear to a child’s funeral?”

I thought about the young man whose life we would celebrate, and chose purple, the color of half-mourning. It seemed right. Half of me is mad as hell that this beautiful soul has departed this life. My other half rejoices that Justin Miller is no longer suffering, and is now at peace. I am grateful Justin was sent to better us. It has been said that only the good die young, and this is certainly true of this ninja.

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Kids with Cancer

Forever Our Ninja [VIDEO]

by St. Baldrick's Foundation
January 21, 2014

With the heaviest of hearts, we are saddened to share that Justin Miller passed away on January 21 surrounded lovingly by his family and friends.

Justin
Justin, age 10, was a St. Baldrick’s 2012 Ambassador and had been battling neuroblastoma for the past seven and a half years. He was courageous, a fighter, and had a “let’s do this thing” attitude that inspired his supportive “fans” around the world. He will be remembered for his resilient spirit, his dance moves, his smile, and his overflowing love and appreciation for life.

Sending you Legos to heaven, buddy. Now and forever.

For those who would like to make a donation in Justin’s memory, please consider Justin’s St. Baldrick’s team.

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Kids with Cancer

Justin On Our Minds

by St. Baldrick's Foundation
January 13, 2014

Justin-Miller

Justin, 10, was diagnosed with neuroblastoma when he was 3 years old and has fought cancer seven times.

Friends and fans of Justin — our sweet ninja is hospitalized and in critical condition. With heavy hearts, we invite you to learn more about Justin and follow his journey on his family’s blog for the latest updates.

Read Justin’s CaringBridge journal for the latest updates.

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Kathleen’s Desk

My Best Christmas Gift [VIDEO]

by Kathleen Ruddy, CEO, St. Baldrick's Foundation
December 24, 2013

My best Christmas gift was delivered two weeks early. Our young Ambassador, Justin, left the hospital in time to participate in his school’s Winter Concert.

As Justin and his classmates sang, I thought about how he has miraculously fought cancer seven times, and how those miracles were possible because of another one.

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Families

Update on Justin Miller, Our Childhood Cancer Fighting Ninja

by Lori Miller
September 5, 2013

Justin Miller

Justin is fighting childhood cancer for the seventh time

The last few days have been a whirlwind. Justin has felt pretty cruddy since early last week.

Sunday we had a bit of a glimmer of hope that things were getting better, but by early Monday we knew they were not. After an intense day of vomiting and various other issues to include some internal bleeding, he was admitted to the hospital. We needed assistance to get this under control. I had been doing nightly fluids, meds every three to four hours around the clock, working with the doctors at the hospital with me being home with Justin, but it just didn’t seem to matter.

In addition to all of this, he has also managed to lose over 10 pounds in the last two weeks. He was very sick and we are both exhausted.

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Families

Justin Miller Faces Childhood Cancer for the Seventh Time

by Lori Miller
August 7, 2013

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Almost four weeks after Justin beat cancer for the sixth time, his latest scans revealed cancer in his bone marrow. Photo: Silver Kite Photography

Friday was the day set aside to review Justin’s results, signup for a study, and fill out consent forms. Unfortunately, things did not work out as expected.

Once again, we have found out, after just a few short weeks of being cancer free, that Justin’s cancer is back in his bone marrow and possibly two lymph nodes in his neck and collar bone.

We are beyond shocked.

Four weeks. That’s all we got out of this celebration. I know that each day of the past seven years has been borrowed time — Justin miraculously survived induction chemo and transplant, and I know they didn’t expect him to. He has survived cancer relapse after relapse, setback after setback, all by the miracle of God.

But I am not ready to stop spending my days with him. I am not ready to give up.

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Families

Justin Miller Beats Cancer Number 6

by Lori Miller
July 10, 2013
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10-year-old Justin Miller was diagnosed with neuroblastoma in 2006 and has just beaten cancer for the sixth time! Photos: Silver Kite Photography

OK, you might want to sit down for this one. No, maybe stand up. Maybe sit and then stand?

Justin’s official scan results are in…Drum roll, please…

Justin has officially beaten cancer #6!

Justin is currently 100% cancer free.

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Kids with Cancer

Justin Miller Begins Treatment to Cure Childhood Cancer Number 6

by Lori Miller
April 10, 2013

We are in the clinic waiting room at Children’s Hospital of Philadelphia, preparing to be seen and admitted to the special room. Cancer fighting #6 is about to begin…

A little more than a year ago we were experiencing this same MIBG therapy for advanced-stage neuroblastoma in New York. We hope we are more prepared this time.

Justin fully understands what the next few days will bring: the lead-lined room, the isolation, the feelings of being a “caged animal” where whatever goes in, can’t come out. We’ve talked with him about how restricted Grandma and I will be from being able to take care of him, touch him, hug him and love on him.

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